unfixable (Posts tagged heartbreak)

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna
You should be honored that she chose you because she has high standards, trust me. Girls like her only come every now and then so you better cherish her and enjoy the time you have with her. Tell her she’s beautiful, because she is. She has the cutest freckles and the shiniest hair and the most beautiful face because it’s a simple kind of beautiful that you think about all the time. Appreciate her humor-it’s dry and sarcastic and she’s really into cheesy puns. Tell her you’re proud of her because she works really hard at both school and work and she loves her work with the most amazing passion. She’s battled some demons but she doesn’t like to talk about them so don’t push it. She may seem cold or detached sometimes but she isn’t, it’s just who she is. She won’t always text you first and she won’t expect you to text her every day and she doesn’t do cutesy, mushy stuff. She’s straightforward and she knows what she wants, so don’t get in her way. She’s very forgiving-don’t take advantage of that. Most of all, realize that she’s going to build you up and you are going to feel so fucking lucky to have a girl like her, as you should. I felt lucky too. Be careful and love her well.
to whoever she chooses to love next
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It’s been 458 days since I last felt your touch. Four hundred and fifty eight. The number seems so daunting when the reality is it’s barely over a year and it’s scary to think how much things have changed in that amount of time, but it’s also nice. In six years I will finally have a body that’s never been touched by you, but I know that it’ll be an eternity before I ever forget you. I want to hate you, and I did for awhile, but now I’m thankful. I’m thankful to have had someone who could love me so much that I’d forget about the scars on my body and the hateful words filling my head. I’m thankful that I had someone who loved me so much that when our relationship came to an end I went mad and my downward spiral sped up drastically and I would be in so much pain that it felt like my chest was exploding and my heart weighed a hundred pounds and I would open my arms on a daily basis in order to try and kill the pain and erase you from my memory and get your poison that once felt so good but then hurt so bad out of my veins and when it didn’t fucking work I would scream and cry and cut harder and swallow painkillers with a bottle of my favorite tequila because I wanted to destroy the monster that you made out of a girl you once loved and cherished more than anyone else.

Now this girl has been ready for just over two months to move on, and since you I’ve tried and failed to start again but it’s a learning process and now as I’m going crazy for a girl who barely knows me but one night held me so close as we forgot about everything but the beer we’d been downing and each other and maybe I’m seeing false hope but I’m trying to be brave because she has blue eyes while yours were brown and she has brown hair while yours was blonde and she’s quiet and shy just like me while you were loud and always pushing me to talk to strangers which was okay but sometimes I needed a fucking break. I don’t know why things are the way that they are because I’m still miserable as I still open my veins and drink too much and do stupid things but I’m learning and I hope you are too.

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